Listen now | What a difference a night can make. After yesterday’s ordeal and no sleep, I can feel the resistance to going into ceremony again. Luckily, I have been here before and I am 100% committed to seeing this week-long retreat through. Hell, I have had a feeling that this will be a life-changing week already leading up to it. Given the process I have been in for the past weeks, I feel I am really pushing through something at last and this will be a pivotal week.