Listen now (6 mins) | Until I am ready to surrender my illusion, the battle continues. I was feeling I am ripped apart again, not physically but inside myself. There are two worlds and it feels like I am straddled between them with one leg in each. And it’s a very unnerving place to be. Really, there is only one world but the other world, the one I am coming from and where most of the world operates within, is an illusion - yet a very powerful one.